You will one day -- just DON'T GIVE UP! (I never gave up nor lost hope, I knew there had to be somebody else in this world like me and female. As it turned out, I married my first steady girlfriend after more than thirty years apart -- and best of all, she was/is the only woman besides my mom who really knew/knows how to give me a good spanking that gets through to me!) Best of luck, my friend.
Thank you! I try my best to receive all my wife's disciplinary spankings, and I really do enjoy it when she makes me jump up and down from her powerfully-stinging paddle -- sometimes it makes me cum! (Our leather fetish-wear is home-crafted too.)