You are not alone. Many straight men watch gay porn occasionally, they just can’t admit. I’ve a straight married friend who once told me that sometimes he watches gay porn, but he’s not brave enough to try. His fantasy was to fuck a blonde and fit younger bottom.
love watching that top muscles flexing, especially his gluts, lats, delts arms are hot but his ass pumping his cock in and out of that muscled ass is a great ass.